Friday, April 24, 2009

today i shall reveal my greatest fear
everyone's bound to have them
like your worst nightmare and all
something you wish would never happen
you'd rather die than let that fear occur

My fear goes like this
i fear being alone
more than anything else in the world
bring death anything just don't leave me alone
in an empty world
with me
being the only existing, living, moving creature
with memories of everything
feelings friendships all still in your mind
that you ARE aware of how it was like before you were alone

if my fear could be imagined it should look like this



every building and proof that life had existed
is there right before your eyes
yet nobody is there...
you're alone

i think i might hallucinate
haha maybe i am off centre ^^
but is it my fault if i think differently?

rachel told me her worst fear
is being alone left in the white room
this white room she explained
was a room which is white (of course duhh -.-'')
and it does not have any thing in it
you keep walking
but nothing's there
you try to reach out for something with your hands
be it get nothing
you're trapped in nothingness

that i still can comprehend
i know there is nothing there
so i won't hope
even if i still remember life i will learn to forget
if i'm just left there
just lie down in sleep...

AHH i got darker walao!!
my face looks darker
and i've got pimples on my head KYAAAAA
i damn angry!!
why why why why
and exams are coming soon 2 weeks time
my POA and SS and GEOG
OMG I AM STRESSED
mummy said i'll get my phone back if i pass everything
but can i?
i so dumb KYAAAAAA O.0
help me




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ばかトラップ
彼女自身の小さな世界で
それに取得したいですか?
しかし、私はあなたを得ることができない
原因を私は得ることができない自分自身





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