Wednesday, November 18, 2009
 hey readers! actually i though nobody reads my blog haha but if you're reading this then HIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEE!!!!! I wanna thank my friends for making me laugh even when they aren't trying too. haha i'm admitting this just to get it of my chest. I'm sad. I'm jet lagged. I was wrong. But i'm still going to smile. And i won't regret. It was a fun experience! I'll live without assuming anymore. Friday, November 13, 2009  hehe i like the picture above >x< hey supp! i've been really lazy to update and stuff please forgive me anyway my prayers have been answered so far so i'm enjoy yet i feel so surprised but thank god for that ^^ darn i'm going all religious and stuff haha pardon me i was just thinking how sad and irritating it is when you try so hard and got it right yet no one acknowledges your effort moreover, they tell you you're doing it wrongly when it's otherwise . how it pisses you off and all. oh well anyway on monday i got into a little trouble it was the most unlucky day of my life 1. met floorball people in the bus when i skipped floorball 2. it rained during the BBQ 3. lost $2 4. i think YT got bored during the outing 5. Dad saw me and jordan together at suntec for that i got into so much trouble but i didn't do anything wrong >x< i worry to much he said but i'm ok now my mum just said i don't see the issue so i was charged innocent which i was! but y'know what was the weirdest thing of all? when i was imprisoned i couldn't help but smile i could bring myself to look sorry. i laughed, smiled and joked around. i was thinking why we look like that together even though we're not funny when they ask me shocked i reply no we're not countless numbers of times they asked me once other one asks what if we were i never replied honestly now that i think about it what if we were? Wednesday, November 4, 2009 If Math is nothing but a Language, and Language is a way to express Love. Then Love is Math. This would make sense, after all this is nothing but an equality. I could preform a proof for you if you need reassuring, but I digress. The only problem with the above proof is the application. If Love is a variable, you can never solve for it. Love has no right solution. You can never graph Love. Love is always discontinuous, finding the derivative will only give you a headache. There is no Limit as Love goes to Zero nor Infinity. And I don't even want to think about its integral. There is nothing about Love that is Math. Love has no equations, no rules, no theorems, or postulates. There is no solution for Love. Why care for something so confusing? I Totally agree the poem above !!! Anyway went for training yesterday i think improved a little or i just got better at hiding from coach haha when she was looking i ran to another side. BUT weiling and i got hurt. Weiling was hit near the eye it caused internal bleeding so i brought her home and gave her treatment her reaction was hilarious i tell you WL: AHHH PAIN PAIN I HATE THIS KIND OF MEDICINE ARGHHHH ARI: later there are a few more rounds WL: AHHH KILL ME WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS AHHH NO MORE NOOOO then i started to poke her bruise lightly to see where more was needed i poke poke poke hehehe ARI: Pain? (after each poke) WL: no, no, no, AHHH (makes this retarded face in pain) So i applied the medicine there everytime she reacted WL: I TELL YOU I WON'T SAY OUCH ANYMORE AHHHH PAIN PAIN After awhile like 20 mins she started laughing which i did too. the pain once you get use to it makes you want to laugh yupp. i wanted to video tape it seriously Ok back to the previous topic. so that was wei ling's injury Mine was pathetic first was when i tripped on my stick and twisted my foot i stood and continued second was when nathasha slammed into me. yes floor ball is a violent game. I flew abit rolled and landed on my foot which was already twisted. i was like SHIT PAIN in my mind i tried to stand i few times. i did eventually then coach asked me if i still wanted to play i said wait then i ran around surprisingly it hurt more when i was walking so i just continued playing now i can't walk properly, if i put to much weigh on my right foot it hurts and if i anyhow twist my leg it's like hell basically. Sucks right? Anyway i'm currently fixing my blog shop do visit it ok? Friends have discount! www.craftedxlove.blogspot.com Monday, November 2, 2009   Currently i've been thinking alotwell i was wondering with every up there's a down and humanity says it's a free world yet there no freedom of speech. There are still rules and regulations then what the point of making us believe in your lies? so with hope comes disappointment. darn it i've got nothing to write.... haha Sunday, November 1, 2009 dear girl, you're always smiling through the haze of pain, smiling because you can't bear to let others worry over you. you're always laughing to cover up that sorrow, because you know that people would prefer to hear that light happy sound than your heart wrenching sobs. you're storing it up inside that tiny bottle inside your heart, all the pain, anger, hurt and frustration, until you're certain that any day now, that tiny bottle is going to crack and break. you only ever look into the mirror to see the imperfections, the blemishes, the over sized thighs and not-quite-so-flat stomach. you never see how your hair is the deepest shade of auburn which other girls would kill to have, you never see how your mouth is just the right size and shape just waiting to be kissed. you never see how boys gaze appreciatively at you when you walk down the street, you only see the sneers and glares of those girls who seem to be made of matchsticks, who by media's standards are 'perfect'. you settle for second best, even when you know that you deserve better than him. you listen as he sings sweet nothings into your ear, you sigh as he whispers those beautiful lies across your tinging skin. and you foolishly let your heart believe him, because you don't know what you'll do when you realise that they'll never come true; not for you. yet addiction is a sweet indulgence, is it not? maybe, darling girl, one day you'll realise that you don't need to cover up that butterfly inside of you who's trying to take flight. you'll realise that you deserve only the best that this world has to offer, because no one should settle for anything less than that. you'll realise that being yourself is the only thing that is worth it in the end, because you are beautiful, you are wonderful, and no one can ever replace that spark which you bring to the world. so dearest girl, smile. don't ever stop smiling. Well about the poem above i don't much to say... it speaks to me? The halloween party was fun... Saw something that stabbed me. I wonder why everywhere i look it screams my way. each painful blow causing my insides to mash up. The mask cracking... Hands trembling, tears forming.... Ahh haha coming back to the halloween. there was this B*tch stare war going on between me and yue tong (who dressed up as kitty and nerd) Against _______ yupp. i don't know whats her problem (oh and her winnie the pooh holding not cute friend.) but her seemed like those guy crazy girls but i think she was angry cause yue tong (who looked amazing) Got the attention of the guys there basically. yupp. i'm kinda proud to be their friend hahaaaa |
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