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Friday, January 29, 2010
Smile, Laugh, Sparkle in my eye, All fake My mask I wear Hides so much, Hides my tears, Sorrows, And my pain I despise it so This stupid, spiteful thing! How dare you lie to the world! Hiding- shielding who I am Oh, how I wish to rip it off of my face To show the real me To finally show a real smile To finally laugh a real laugh To finally have a real sparkle in my eye And no longer hide the pain… But i don't know how to. Hi people! (or nobody..) i think there is something wrong with me. i've been feeling weird. Spiteful, yet i say i love you. Sad, and i say i'm just tired and fake a yawn. Angry, but i laugh. irritated, but i continue. This stupid mask i built to hide myself away. It's stuck. School's fine. I just hate the toilet and location of the freaking school. Last time: Vivo- 10mins away Orchard-18mins away others-20mins? NOW: Vivo- 20mins Orchard-25mins others-1hr but i'm worried i don't want to leave my friends but the only constant is change. After change, to stop the pain, i force myself to forget. it's what i always did. And i'm afraid i'll forget again. I don't want to. But if i'm a continents away can we still keep up? I don't want to be a bother... Floorball is annoying hahaha. i'll end with a laugh. |
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